moody..

juz now i was very kek dong~im so sry~i also dunno y? maybe is stress~a lot of thing bother me~study~exam~camp n bla bla bla....make me unable to control my emotion. i thought im controlling my emotional well...bt now~i juz realise tat ~ actually i didn't control it well~undeniably...kai shun shi fu eh 5 se sheng~is really help me alot~or i less do metta nearly? more~if i gt a tao yan de xin~then im really cant do metta well~huh~as i promise~i sure will chan hui~is not oni feel sry to her fren~and i cant forgive myself too~wats happen now???angry 1 time will feel zui er gan 1 time.....haiz~hao shi loi geh~as a remind for me~btw~tiz time i really will consider to chi 5 jie~if tat really can help me.....as i promise susiie too~i will consider it clearly be4 i make a decision.....